Archive for September, 2008
There has been a lot going on my life and I have been handling it
poorly. Need to have an appt with a doctor to see if I might have
bipolar! I don’t know if I do or not but everything that me and my husband have read on line we think that might be what it is that is causing my mood swings! I had a bit of an argument with a co-worker, I get mad and want to settle things right then and there. She is the opposite, she gets mad will not talk and then calms down, both calm down and then talk things out.
Update since writing this out……
Dr feels that I do have bipolar and that we need to get tests ran to see if something is off. So I get to do a bunch of blood work and also a urine test. Blood work I’m ok with, urine test I have an issue with cuz the lab that I have to go thru only have a 24 urine collection for the test that she wants done. but i did find out its a different test then i thought. we are looking into me losing weight also, but i dont think that i am going to be trying Fenphedra, seeing coccaine on the main page freaks me a bit.
Posted on 27 September '08 by admin, under daily news, health, personal. No Comments.
When you get married there is your personal family and then the in laws and all that is on that side. Well as being married into a family you are things that others in the situation may not see. Let alone believe what is being said. So when I had told people it is not going to work and its lost cause don’t bother people didn’t want to listen. When they realized how bad things really are now they feel bad. We warned them it wasn’t going to be easy. They realized first hand what we have been going thru, so I don’t know what is going to happen. Her memory is there but it comes and goes and she has good days and bad days. We don’t know what to do…
You know there are people in the world these days that only talk to others when they need something cuz they screwed up. But what they don’t seem to consider is my situation. We have been thru a lot since we put his mom into a nursing home. We have been fighting a lot because of this and its been rough on us as well as the boys. We have been trying to take the boys somewhere on weekends so they can unwind and we can try and relax. But is that taken in to effect? No it wasn’t I was given every suggestion possible to talk me into helping and I had to stick to my guns and say no!
Do I feel bad for saying no? Yes, I do but at the same time the person that is in question makes more then me and has a roomate that makes good money too. We bring in good money but we also talk to each and don’t really hide that much from each other. If you can’t be honest with the person you live with and can’t be honest with them, I’m sorry this is what happens. I’m sorry for them as the out come isn’t going to be good, and they are going to have to spill the it, but I’m sorry should be more honest with the one you love and care for. Maybe if more people cared about themselves and maybe seek help with debt collection agencies and get back on track.
Posted on 27 September '08 by admin, under family, friends, rants. No Comments.
