i have so many things running thru my head right now that it is so unreal. I havebeen looking on line for the past few days to see if i can find a job that i can do from the house.Do i want to go back to work.. no.. i want to be able to be here with my kids and take them places that i was never able to go. Like once a week we head over to the beach and play with family friends. they love it.. i want to be able to do that for them. We have passes for the parks and i like being able to take them to the 2 local ones cuz we can go there and come back for lunch or whatever..
We need the extra money.. badly..i dont know what to do.. i have a course that i need to bust out so that i can start that and start bringing in the money that way too..
i have the weekend to think it over.. things are so stressed in my house i cant take much more… i dont want my house to be like how it was when i was growing up!!!
Posted on 30 July '09 by admin, under family. No Comments.
That the days that I spend with my boys at home has to end. We have been doing good with one income but its not cutting it anymore. We barely have food in my house. With 2 kids that are eatting and always hungry its impossible.
Posted on 29 July '09 by admin, under family. No Comments.
I have had enough of the bullshit..
I’m sick of the obsessed with working out…
I’m sick of the sleeping all the time…
I’m sick of there not being trust in this house…
I’m sick of watching my kids take a back seat to everything else…
I’m sick of watching the kids wanting to play and they get told.. not right now, while tv is being watched…
The kids want to help with things and only get told to move, get out of the way.. they have always trying to help even me cook, that is what they do. i love my kids to death, but you know what.. i’m over the fighting, i can not take much more really.. He was reasing by a great person, but that same person him taught him nothing.. except that when he gets home leave everything on the floor and go to bed and then get up and go about the day, cuz when u get home your bed will be made, and room picked up. When you come home to eat food , there will be a plate of food waiting for u… I am SO NOT that woman. i have been told about the lack of affection that was given as a little kid, that has followed to adulthood too..
I need a break!!! Why can’t i have a day to myself.. so what i went to a movie..I need to study..do i get time to do that…mope.. i have to watch the boys,cuz that is what’s important.. treating your family like shit when that is all you have left isnt wise.. cuz at the end of the day they will be gone…
Posted on 27 July '09 by admin, under family. No Comments.
